I always wondered what is lacking and what is wrong with my life. I always seek for the meaning of what is life for, Why am I here, what is the purpose of living, How to be happy with my life, How to live it day by day and be content with it but every time I go deeper the more it disappoints me.
I always write here some articles on how to live a life and advising people what to do when in fact the truth is I can’t even fix my own life. As they say people are good only for advising but they can’t even do and say what they are saying because the fact of the matter is they are afraid of their own advice.
It’s been how many years even to this day I always searching and searching for the answer. I do a lot of things I listen to different advice, I adjusted my life, I turn around my belief, I adapt to any situation, I readjust my personality and other things just to better myself but the more I stretch it the more I’m not feeling comfortable. But as they say we are not here to feel comfortable because the moment you feel that way is when you are six feet below the ground.
The more I think of it the more it complicates. I remember one of the important people in my life saying that I am really a complicated person. When I think about it, maybe she’s right yah she is damn right. But the thing is I knew that before because even me I don’t understand my own self.
I remember I always complicate simple things because I get bored when something is going on my way when I see it polish out I feel uncomfortable about it. That is why I jeopardize my own success and when it happens I know it will be exciting again because I will begin to rebuild it and start all over again. I find it fascinating to start and start all over again.
But you always come to a point where you have to do something about it because your friends, relatives and most especially your family are getting worried about you. They are worried because in my age right now they are expecting that my life is going on the right direction. They are anticipating that I have a nice job right now, giving my full potential to my chosen fields and the sort of things. But as usual I disappoint again.
Well I can say that I’m not that dumb stupid, I am a fast learner I even considered myself a genius a self proclaimed genius because I know a lot of things in my own opinion. But that is all BS right now I convinced myself to believe that way but I don’t have any evidence and achievement to show for my claim. But really I considered myself above average.
After reading, listening and watching hundreds of books, articles, podcast and movies I can’t still able to go right on track because after you finish reading and watching inspirational materials you know for awhile that you felt great but you can’t really sustain it for long because there is something missing.
What is that missing or lacking? The consistency of action and the force that drives behind it, I think those are the missing piece of the puzzle. The answer that I have longing for is DISCIPLINE. I believe that if you felt miserable and unsure of your life right now is because of lack of discipline.
I got the code, all it takes to move forward, have a bright future and happiness that we all longing for is to have that right discipline in yourself, discipline in your character and discipline in your whole being.
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Somehow, I can understand what you’re trying to say. I think most people go through that stage except, of course, the ones who are born with a golden spoon in their mouth. But, as The Crow would say, “It can’t rain all the time.” Things don’t happen for no reason. Perhaps what we experience are just intended to teach us a lesson.
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plan well.
make a timeline.
make things happen.
bad experiences are good learning experiences.
- tenco
Hi,
It happened to me, too.
I think you must be aware by the fact that you are unique person. That’s why you have unique life objectives and unique way of doing to get them. You must be pleased by yourself.
I do not want to write details but I give you an example: Napoleon wanted to conquer Italy. He made it and in his way he didn’t care about the Alps.
I subscribe entirely for discipline in getting our life challenges.
Good luck.
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